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A Promise of Another Tomorrow

Posted on | July 13, 2009 | 12 Comments

I start this morning with a cup of cappuccino – again -  after some mornings count with NO coffee. I excuse my  mind for this, like this coffee is nothing but a nice little thing, just as little as my self who day by day just seek for …. fogiveness ? mercy ? something ? or nothing ? .

After some couple of nights, completely body exhaust, but these eyes that just won’t wanna be closed. It feels like these nerves inside my brain has totally confront one and another. One side told my to go to bed, while the other side just wouldn’t want to.

At nights, waking, mind’s elsewhere, wandering then trying to get it back on my track. The monitor that keeps blinking, strike my very own eyes, hard to handle sometimes, but still this-rebel-brain-part can’t stop thinking. Stop it !! Stop it !! Stop it !! . I keep tricking my mind to stop thinking. Stop it stupid !! completely dull and brainless girl !! . Sleep !! Sleep !!. After some couple of nights, I clean my bed, cover it with some comfortable layers, and the only one who falls a sleep there is – if I may say one – my dear white-snout-ginger cat. I just smiled at, and these eyes still waking.

God … have I been so sinful that You then curse me with this mess ? I guess so. This girl has been sooo bad that diserved to be punished with stupid things like the cupido’s arrow’s been so deeply bounched, bleeding, and all this abstract figure the world has offered.

Nights by nights in whipping, in whispers to my very own ears, please forgive me. Please forgive for all this stupidity and all this recklesness. Please guide me. Please forgive me for the promises by promises that I made. Just a wish for a better tomorrow, as certain as sunrise, as certain as sunset. Please ….

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12 Responses to “A Promise of Another Tomorrow”

  1. belajar komputer
    July 16th, 2009 @ 2:19 am

    Lam kenal mas..newbie..hehe..link mas dah saya pasang di blog saya, ya klo berkenan bisa tukeran link, tapi klo tidak ya gpp,soalnya, memang masih baru banget blognya kliksekarang.blogspot.com

    thanks, link sudah dipasang juga mas. btw, aku nih bukan mas :P

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    July 19th, 2009 @ 3:27 am

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    July 21st, 2009 @ 9:09 am

    terimakasih….

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    July 22nd, 2009 @ 10:12 am

    itu bukannya karena efek samping minum capucino
    hehehe…

    asik jadi keduax

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    July 22nd, 2009 @ 10:13 am

    wah2…
    kayaknya idupnya penuh derita yah
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