I said “Stay Out“
Nothing’s so special about this post, except that right now I miss it so much to travel alone, have sightseeing that I will always love, sunset and sunrise.
Never thought that I’m gonna miss it so much – for a while – to get rid of this constant life and activity.
Suddenly feel like I’m gonna loose someone that has been a part of my heart. Suddenly miss that person, wishing to meet, wishing NOT to meet.
Like this sudden and unreasonable scared like
“The day I meet my soulmate, will it be the most beautiful day in my life ?”
“The day I feel like already meeting my soulmate will it be a small scream of happiness ? or will it be like a whipping tears for my own mind’s trick ?, false, and leaving ? “
or another question like
“The day I get my soulmate, will I be ready to loose her – a woman that I call MOM – that has been the biggest part of my life all of this time ?”



